Monday, May 02, 2005

What the heck am I so fearful of?

Yesterday, I was in my God's Generals Class and we did something a little different toward the latter part of the class. Five of the 'well-seasoned' prayer ministers prayed for each of the individuals in class. When they got to me, Ralph asked me if I knew what my giftings were and I told him I didn't. He told me that it is The Gift of Prophecy, but for me not to think of it like "You're going to do this, this is going to happen, etc." He said that it's simply a Word from God, and sometimes, that's all that it might be... just one word. He says the next time God wants me to say "God loves You" to someone, say it, and don't hold back. He says that I bite my lip when God gives me a word for someone and struggle with telling them. He also told me that I need to cast down fear, because that was holding me back from getting out the prophetic word. Another prayer partner said that she saw a waterfall over me, which signified that God was pouring into me, but something was stopping it up. Perhaps, fear? Then another prayer partner told me that she saw something blocking the flow at the bottom of the neck, which could represent a blockage that I can control (or something of the sort) something that needed releasing. Like, fear? She gave me a word to speak more in my prayer language.

What the heck am I so fearful of? Failure?


“This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of Him.” (1 John 5:14,15)

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